The memories of my life =)

Time flies so fast~
soon it will be our 2 years anniversary ❤
The love that we had is just so amazing and special with our characters almost similar..haha~
Although you're in NS and cant accompany me often, suddenly go overseas for 1 month for a few times, i will always support you, always love you ❤ recently it has been soo sweet and we had so Much fun together 😀

i love the way you take care of me ❤ feels like being protected~ my prince

This year cny ^^

Just feel that last year cny and this year it’s the same happiness.. So happy together 🙂 hope that this year vday will be a great celebration ^^ although on the actual day can’t celebrate with my bibi but my heart will always be with you ^^ hehe.. I love you! ❤

Happy cny 2012 to everyone!! Hehee.. Wishing my family, bf, and bffs, bros and sisters, buddies, all close frens and everyone happiness and good health always ^^

This year started off great! 🙂 so happy to celebrate this year and last year cny with my love ^^ I love him many many hehee ❤

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Today looking back at all the past photos of me and my dear I feel that we have so many beautiful memories.. Make me miss those times a lot.. Now we seldom have time to meet up so we cherish all the time we have.. 🙂
So happily in love with you ^^

Hehehee.. Today he bought koi yogurt green tea for me ^^ so nice! Now my favorite is red tea majito and yogurt green tea from koi ^^

And before he book in to camp he bought this for me… So sweet ^^

很多事情我多么希望你会做…

Went sushi teh wif w, bx n jh at vivo ^^ after that went to play mj at bx hse and then followed by supper at upper Thomson =D cool to the max we all reached home at 4am plus haha.. Totally a great day! ^^ And what’s best is next day I have to wake up at 8am for work =.= lol.. Totally crazy!

All the Christmas and new year celebrations! ^^ hehee.. I shall let the pictures do the talking 😉

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It was 2 days filled with love and surprises for me ^^ although I’m working but love came to have dinner with me during my break time 🙂 hehe and guess what surprises he gave me:)))) it’s my favorite koi red tea majito ^^

And he’s so sweet to order this hehe although we didn’t managed to finish but I feel he dote on me a lot ^^

And then… After work guess where we went :))

Everything is so sweet ^^ thankyou dear ❤ hehehee..

And the next day… I'm very surprised too..

This Fox jacket ive been looking for very long le.. I tink they only have it in the winter season..

Feel so xing Fu and happy hehee ^^ although you’re in NS but I will wait for u de 🙂 I will always be loving u and looking forward to meeting u ^^ hehee.. 😀

Just want to say I’m so happily in love with you and feeling so xing fu ^^

10dec was a great day for us! So happily going to the underwater world with my dear dear ^^ this few days wasnt really good at work.. Patterns and badminton coming out one after another.. after so many days of bad dreams linked to work I finally had a few days of happiness =) this happiness makes me feel that all the patterns n badmintons that I face afterall I have such happy moments it’s all worth it 🙂

Although you’re in NS now and seldom have time to accompany me, but I will always be missing you and looking forward to your book out de ^^

I love you ❤

Actually sometimes I really envy those who really know how to act good to a person and being fake and all that.. Bcos I can’t do it. As long as I don’t like a person I wil just show out.

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The past 1 month at another outlet was quite an experience for me.. Learned many things and experience new stuffs.. The people there are all nice (except “someone”) haha. Overall I’ve never regret working this job.. Thanks to those who helped me through..

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Everything is good for me now.. Really very happy about everything.. Just feel that life is great!
Really very happy to have a nice dear dear who always support me in everything I do:) so happy to be in love with him ^^

He’s the one that I want to be with for de rest of my life ❤

Dear dear.. Although u r in NS and dun have much time to accompany me and all that, but I’m already very happy that you always try to meet me whenever u can.. I can see the amount of effort you’ve put in.. Really very happy being your princess gf 🙂 i will always love u deep in my heart ^^ I believe we both will last for very long de 🙂 I love you, my prince bf ❤

Today is a great day for me hahahhaa life w/o “it” at work is totally shiokkkk:D Bo Jing hu and totally fun and havoc lol.. But I’m worried that I wil be transferred to another outlet for dec.. Hopefully not.. Cos I like the place I work at now(other than it) lol… Sales is always good w/o “it” hahahahaa..

Thank all of you who always made my day ok even when “it” is around.. At least i know I stil have u all 🙂

Last week was a totally hectic week for me.. Had high fever and sore throat.. Also keep coughing and throat kept having flam:( everything seems like a nightmare to me last week when I was sick.. Luckily everything was ok le:)

Recently went to wild wild wet wif dear dear ^^ it was fun fun and fun 😀
It was my first time going swimming with dear.. It was awesome ^^ we had a hard time finding floats hahahaa.. It was so funny we went to the wavy pool den we floated from de deepest side to the other side.. The purple slide is dark but fun^^ hehhehee..

I’m really thankful to u, Wendy cheetham.. You were the one who thought me to be brave and go all miles and dun hide my feelings for my current dear dear before we were tgt.. You were the one who told me how good I am, how I deserved to be adored, to have more confidence in myself and everything I do, how to really go all miles and like someone n give them a chance if they re good to me and if I have feelings for them.. Thank you, my friend. And thanks for telling me how u were tgt wif ur husband and happily in love with him.. I’m so happy to see u so happily in love wif ur husband til now..

After so many months after u told me all those, after i met my dear, Now I’m really happily in love with him 🙂 seeing u so happily living ur life right now I’m so happy for u 🙂 I stil rmb u told me that a guy who really loves u wun control u or stop u from going out wif ur frens. He wil trust u and let u enjoy peacefully wif ur frens. And he will never quarrel wif u jut bcos u went out wif a grp of frens with a mixture of guys
N gals or all guys.. I find it very true 🙂 he will let u be urself and u wun feel so stress if u go out wif a grp of frens wif guys inside n keep worrying if he wil mind a not n lik tt u wun be able to really enjoy wif ur frens.. I find all these so true 😀 now I’m so happily tgt wif my dear:) he never stop me from going out wif any frens even if there’s guys.. Cos he trust me:) you were true that a rls needs a lot of trust.. If there is no trust, the rls will never work.

Thank you, my friend. Who makes such a great difference in my life:)

Dear dear is so sweet to me^^ after ytd I decided to go back to Ton at pr chalet I went to work straight the next day.. And her chalet does not have any toothbrush n all these.. Dear is so sweet to bring for me toothbrush and toothpaste for me to brush my teeth before I start work.. And my favorite Starbucks coffee! ❤ dear bought breakfast for me.. Chee chiong fan and Starbucks coffee:) it's really sweet of him 🙂 I feel so blessed and so xing fu ❤ jiayou for ur airborne training wor I will always support u and always be with you ^^hehee I love you ❤

She’s a really kind girl with a kind heart.. Really very happy to know her.. I still rmb the first few times I met her and got to know her, I dunno why we felt close to each other.. Not like other friendships when u first got to know each other, the first few times wil be rather awkward but we dun feel awkward at all.. Being friends with her is really a nice thing to me:) she’s a really nice girl

Dunno why but I dun feel quite good abt everything.. Tml is pr bday celebration but im working til 9.30pm.. They at first give me 12-8pm de but cos Elaine quit den become I tml B shift.. So sian.. Hais.. Den now oso everything dun seems well for me.. Shan oso seems wierd.. 😦 maybe these r de ups and downs of my life ba.. Not everything is perfect.. Now de only thing that is good is rls n some frenships.. Recently went to tk bday.. The whole clique went.. I can feel the warmth and the love when I’m wif them.. Really feel happy tat i know them:) and also recently went Taiwan for 7 days.. Miss my dear a lot when I’m at there and miss clique and oso miss Eunice and some frens..

It’s the 2nd day at Taiwan kenting.. Everything is so fun! The jeep, sight seeing, putting fire works ^^ everything is just so nice 😀 tml going back to Taipei le hehehe.. Stil got 5 more days at Taiwan.. ^^

It’s been 5 days since i last seen u or hear ur voice.. Really miss u a lot.. Miss ur presence miss ur smile miss ur care miss ur everything.. Wished that u didnt have to go outfield.. Everyday i just miss u a lot a lot.. I know u are oso missing me everyday and night.. Really hope time wil pass faster n let me see u and hug u..

Updates ^^

So many things happened this 2 weeks..

Happily together with baby, happily going out with friends, and also being there for some friends whom needed help, needed care and concern, needed a listening ear, needed someone to advise them what to do and how to move on from a relationship that you know that has no happy ending or will never last..

And I’m really really glad that I have helped them no matter is it going out with them to keep them company, being their listening ear no matter how late it is,  or giving them solutions and giving them the best advise that I could.

So glad that a few have already moved on and living happily now 🙂

I feel really happy that I can help my friends. And I’m glad that they trust me enough to tell me what happened and all these.

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And there’s a application in iphone that I find it quite nice.. LOL..

I really love this picture a lot! This place is so memorable with lots of fun and happy memories ^^ And here I am smiling to my laptop while typing all these.. Really feel so blissful and happy together with you! You will be the one and only person I will love with all my heart ❤

This love that we had is just so happy and so special that no words can describe how I feel and how much I love you.

You gave me freedom and let me be myself.. Baby, you know I’m just so happy and feel so fortunate being together with you. You have always trusted me, a lot a lot..  And I will never betray your trust. I trust you a lot too, I know you will not betray my trust too 🙂 A lot of times when I think about us,  I just felt that we are meant for each other and everything is so fated. I’m so happy that I can just be myself when I’m together with you, laughing whole day with you and doing funny things together, going out with my friends, and everything. I’m really so so glad that I found you ^^

No matter what you do I will always support you 😀 Jiayou!

I’m always be with you ❤

I want to love you forever ^^

Omgggg I can’t believe I’m turning 21 soon! =x

Can’t believe that I’ve lived 21 years of my life.. Time fly really fast.. Few years back I remembered I was just 18 and now it’s 21.. This 3 years so many thing happened and so many things changed.. Luckily it’s change for the better =)

Really happy with my life now with my love and my friends around me.. I feel so fortunate and blessed ^^

Some of you I’ve not meet you for quite some time already, but I still remember you 🙂

Just now while I was inviting some friends to my 21st birthday party, someone which I’ve known for 10 years but these few years we seldom meet, he said “long time nvr see u le. haha glad that u still rmb me.” And I replied “hahahhaaa of cos I still rmb u all! We all last time so good frens when young tt time.. and so fun also last time.. haha =D”  He’s one of my childhood friends.. Really miss those times when we were all so young and everyday was so happy although we all always play catching, go arcade play and they always ask me to go lan shop play counter strike with them, and even take my wallet and run to the lan shop and make me go play catching with them and go lan shop play CS.. lol.. And also I still remember last time I always buy and wear a lot of bangle on my hand and they will take from me.. And some of them ask me borrow them the bangle and in the end they forget to return me and become I give them already.. haha.. We all so funny last time.. Thanks for all these beautiful childhood memories ^^

As time pass, we all have grown.. I love my teenage years ^^

So many beautiful memories of my teenage years with my friends..

And my dear.. I miss you so much.. Hope to see you soon.. Jiayou Jiayou! ❤

Have been very busy this few weeks..

I’m now planning and preparing for my 21st birthday party..

Should I invite more than 100 people? I haven send out the invitations yet cos now currently the list is more than 120.. And theres still some that I haven include into the list.. But I have a wish that my 21st birthday party will be a grad and memorable one..

I will be catering buffet for my birthday so I’m still considering should I still bbq or not.

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These few days have been sad for me.. I miss you.. sigh.. Feels so weird without you by my side.. Last time when you were by my side I didn’t have to worry so much.. Just live everyday happily..  Now have to wait one more week then can see you.. 😦

This is the first time I miss someone so much till I cry :’/

My love, you’re the first guy that made me feel what love really is, and the last guy that I wanna love 🙂

I feel really 辛福 being together with you. The way you love me, adore me, care for me, make me smile, giving me happiness, protect me, worry for me, and everything about you I just love ❤

This is the kind of love that I’ve been searching for all these years.. A love so pure and true. Baby I love you, and will always do..

忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你
有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你
真的很简单
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法决择
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我
喔……
I LOVE YOU
无法不爱着你
说你也爱我
I LOVE YOU
永远不愿意
BABY
失去你
不可能更快乐
只要能在一起
做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停
用最真诚的心
让爱变得简单
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法决择
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我
喔……
I LOVE YOU
我一直在这里
一直在爱你
I LOVE YOU
永远都不放弃
这爱你的权利
如果你还有一些困惑
请贴着我的心倾听
听我说着爱你
YES I DO
I LOVE YOU
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YES I DO
我一直在这里
一直在爱你
I LOVE YOU
永远都不放弃
这爱你的权利

Finally I’ve quit my current job.. It isn’t a nice place to work for long term so I decided to quit. Long working hours and it’s so complicated internally in this company. Perhaps getting another job that I can have more time to rest and more time to chill out and have fun 🙂

Everything is fine. Other than the past 3 days it has not been good. Today is fri the 13th but I totally had a good day and happy day =D I hope that everyday I can be so happy like today like how I used to =) hehehehee..

I’m so touched by the surprise that lovelove give me ❤

I ask him how many hearts are there inside and he says that there’s 900+ hearts, it is more than just 520 hearts so it means my love for you is more than just I love you 🙂 Awww… sooo sweetttt ❤ And also the color of the hearts are my 2 favourite colors ^^

Happily in love with him 🙂

So looking forward to tml and next week =D

I will not be working for this 1 month. Mid of june then I will start my new job. So this 1 month I will make full use of it 🙂 Soooo happy omgg 😀

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So many pictures to upload omggg… the file soo big load veryy long.. Haha 🙂

Happy Moments =)

Ive decided to quit already. Just that still not really sure what job i want to work. So many factors affecting my decision. How?? 😡 today is my offday but i tink im not fully ulterlising it 😡 but today lovelove buy durian icecream for me to eat ^^ i like his long hair now. Hahahaha and i always sayang his hair and say “ahhhh such a cute boy” hahahhaaa ok im being so random. Hahahaa.

This current job is so tiring and de working hours so hard for me to meet most of my frens. But im changing job soon so should be able to meet 🙂

Im planning for my 21st bday. Still planning the location that i wanna hold my party 🙂

Night outing with GV clique to watch movie at PS then to eat tau hui and after that went to Heeren Mac to slack, eat, take pictures and play game ^^

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Met a few other groups of friends too this week. No choice can’t really meet a

Met D and group to watch Rio at PS.. The show was nice and cuteee! The two blue birds were so cute and loving^^ Talked a while with them then after that met L wanna go east side sing kbox but after that felt that the price is not worth it so we decided to go eat supper then last min my another grp of frens wanna join us so we all went to eat tgt.. Chatted and joke around while eating..

Ate till around close to 3am then went pasir ris costa sands to meet lovelove to send him home cos he went to his fren chalet and drink quite a lot I worry for his safety.. At least after seeing him reach home safely I can have a peace of mind. He is a very good boy, he seldom drink and he don’t gamble.. only long long time drink once 🙂 Most important thing is I know that he’s the one who will never hurt me and will only give me happiness 🙂 But seeing him like that drunk and tried to vomit on that day it really pains my heart. I’ve never care so much for anyone before to the extend that to take cab to send a guy home and at such a late time like 3am+ and after that go home myself.. Although when I go home myself at such a late timing I will feel scared cos my area there is very quiet, but at least my heart feels at ease that he’s safely back home.

Even till today it’s already 2 days already and he isn’t feeling well. Really wonder what happened to his stomach. I think that he’s having a fever today cos he says he’s feeling cold but when I feel it’s warm.. He keep coughing and also eat very very little and no appetite.. Usually he eats a lot(comparable to me and even more than me).. Today he only eat a meal 😦 ytd even worst.. the whole day he only eat the box of sushi I bought for him..

I hope he will get well soon..

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He’s so sweet to me today.. Although my mood today a bit bad due to my stomach feeling a bit wierd.. He bought a hairband for me and 3 hair rubber bands.. And also he treat me eat dinner today 😀 Early in the morning he bought orange juice for me while I’m working.. Thankyou my love, you’re so sweet to me ❤

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Now I’ve learned around 90% of everything I have to learn for my new job. But I might be changing job again due to the colleagues there.. Lovelove say it’s a bit wasted cos I’m doing very well there in terms of working and the salary is quite high.. I don’t know.. I feel like changing to a job where is happier, maybe salary lesser a bit I don’t mind and also working hours lesser a bit and don’t have to wear formal and heels while working..

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The time now is 4.42am.. oh my goodness…. I’m going to sleep now..

Tata 🙂

Thanks for those who always read my blog.. I’m really sorry for not updating due to tiredness and too busy with work.

This job is tiring and I’m thinking whether to change job a not. Other than my job i’m fine and still happily living everyday..

Although I may be happy whenever I’m with people but when I’m alone I do have my own emotional thoughts and stress about life.

I’m going 21 soon and I’m not young anymore 😦

And worst thing is I have not yet started to save up for my 21st bday party. I guess I will be starting to save when my pay for april comes. Kinda stress about it as I’m afraid I could not hold the party as how I visualize it to be. But I will try to make it as unforgettable as possible and let everyone who come to my party enjoy themselves and eat to the fullest =)

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I hope things are getting better for my bestfrens.. All the best..

For work, I’m considering to change to a job that is much more relax working environment but salary also decrease by 100+ but working time also decrease by 2 hours.. Now I feel that myself is too busy.. And everytime only after work can go out with frens and it will be like so late already if not will be ton overnight which de next day i will dieee cos I stil need to wear high heels for work and also cannot fall asleep during work..

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I know that some good frens are trying to catch up with me and wanting to meet me but I keep cannot meet due to work and not enough time.. I’m sorry 😦 But I will never forget anyone of you, my good frens 🙂

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And today I suddenly think about a lot of random stuffs while at work.. Think about future, business, family, love, and so many things..

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I find this very true..

< When there is true love, you will just know that the other person will never do anything to hurt you no matter what, they will only want to love you with all their heart, protect you and care for you>

Thanks for giving me this feeling, my love 🙂

So many updates but I’m so busy till the extend of not having any time to even on my laptop.. =x After work slack slack a while reach home already so late alr and next day got to work.. Working almost everyday and feeling sooo tired and busy. =x

There’s ups and downs in life, but they are all a part of our life journey:)

Beautiful memories ^^

Sorry to those that have been reading my blog constantly.. Been real busy this whole week working for IT show and also working for the last week in my currently job. I will be changing to my new job next week:)

Lots of things happened this 1 week+.. Although I’m working everyday but I’m happy as usual. Tired too cos not enough sleep everyday =x

2 things I’ve learnt this week…

1) Cherish, before it’s too late.

-What happened in japan is really big. It makes me learn to cherish my loved ones more.

2) Lateness will cost you.

-if I wasn’t late on the first day of IT show, everything would have been so different.

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My love,

Thanks for loving me caring for me every single day no matter big or small things, trusting me, giving me freedom, being my listening ear and being there for me no matter what happens.

You’ll be the one and only guy I’ll trust and love with all my heart.

Being together with you is the happiest thing in my life =)

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I’m glad I met you peoples in my life journey..

My love,

My bestfriends(bff-s),

Clique,

Good Good friends,

My god bro, god sis & group,

Childhood friends,

GV friends,

RP friends,

Huo Bans,

And sec sch frens..

Thank all of you for being a part of my life ^^

I wonder why everytime the ones who backstab me are girls. Seriously. From primary sch till sec sch till polythenic till working life it’s always the girls who back-stabbed me.

I see you pregnant and your stomach so big I took pity on you and help you everytime when I can during work, but you? What you did to me? In front of me smile smile to me like as if you really treat me as a friend. But behind me? Stabbed thousands of SHARP knives into me. You think I dunno is you? I got a way to know things myself even without anyone telling me it’s you. In fact no one told me, but I found out myself. 笑里藏刀- it’s you. From now onwards I’m never gonna smile to you anymore. I’m not so fake like you. If I don’t like someone I won’t smile at that person.

Because you’re pregnant, I pity you.

Cherish every moment. Because you will not know when it’ll be gone.

Be faithful to the one you love. Because you love them too much that you won’t want to lose them.

Have a goal in life. Because that’s how it can help you to have a good future.

I find this very true..

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This week is very happening.. Almost everyday working but having fun at the same time and after work also ^^

Mon work.. After work went overnight kbox with L and S ^^ Sang a lot a lot of songs.. Luckily I didn’t get sore throat =x

Happily singing and laughing there.. LOLS.. Went home at 6am in the morning.

Tue morning reached home at 7am+.. Bathed and slept at 8am.. Slept till 1pm and went zoo with B (my previous blogpost)

Wed work then meet B for dinner at Yoshinoya:) I treat:) It was nice to eat.. Maybe bcos of the person I eat with ^^

After that B came to find me and we wet shopping tgt wif L.. Slacked for quite some time drinking bubble tea and liang teh^^ Chit chat and play around and it’s almost 9.30pm.. Slacked for a while more and went home after that 🙂

Thurs work and eat dinner with B and after that slacked around with L. I bought camilla tea with white pearls.. It was VERY bitter.. More bitter than bitter gourd 😡 After that I bought tako patchi and shared with B and L ^^ Slacked for a while and at night went overnight majhong with Lw, J, tyl and tgt with L.

Fri morning reached home at around 7.30am.. Bathed and then sleep all the way till 2pm+ then meet B for dinner and I treat mos burger 🙂 Joke and played crazily and happily.. hahahaa.. After that meet 2 bestfrens at yishun to catch a movie.. met shan first and accompany her to eat dinner at northpoint. After that we all met at GV yishun to watch movie til around 11.30pm. They went home and I took 969 to tampiness then took cab to meet sis, bro and 2 other frens to slack =)

Had a heart to heart talk with sis.. Really appreciate and thank her for telling me all these. We became closer too. And I enjoyed the talk with her 🙂

Sat morning reached home at ard 4am in the morning 😡

In the afternoon met B for lunch at cini. After that went back to work and saw zq and m.. Long time didn’t see them already so talked to them a while, they asked me after work want to watch movie a not but I’m on budget so didn’t agree to it.. perhaps next time:) After that L came and we talked a bit and B came so we 3 went shopping.. ^^

Shopped and slack around till 9plus then went B’s place to cook dinner and also slack a while then go back 🙂

Had a really fun and unforgettable week ^^

And guess what.. I took 1hour to blog all these.. lolx.. :X

Life is great =)

I’m just a happy little girl with not much worries except for finding a stable full time permanent job.

Everything is so good right now.

Happily laughing everyday ^^

Went Zoo today with B and although we didn’t get to see polar bear but it was totally fun and happy playing laughing and eating potato chips- big packet of LAYS bbq flavour & CALABEE seaweed flavour! 😀

It start to rain just when we reach the entrance so me and B consider for quite some time whether to go in a not.. LOLS all the funny imaginations all come out.. hahahhaa… in the end we decided to go in.. but after 2 hours it started to rain again.. Luckily I brought an umbrella^^

It was not a bad thing that it rained cos de weather is cooling for us to walk around =)

Took quite a number of pictures till my camera no more memory =x hahahahaha..

After Zoo went sake sushi to eat dinner buffet!

B treat go Zoo I treat Sake sushi ^^ Eat 28plates in total and we were both very full. It’s the first time I hear B say “I’m very full already can’t eat liao”..

LOLS..

So it shows that my stomach don’t have any problem.. HAHA..

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Kbox overnight with the girls is fun! =D

Totally sing till the fullest.. HAHAhahahahaa… kok kok songs.. LOLS!

Ytd was the lunar vday.. Went KLP for dinner then after that went to a bridge =)

Ate my favourite Yoguru afterwards.. Happily living everyday ^^

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I’m a bit lazy to upload pictures as it takes really long to load =x

Will upload soon when I have the time.

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Going to watch movie soon =)

Gong Cha is really nice! Now currently my addiction ^^

Die le laaaa I tink now I spend more on bubble tea than my lunch/dinner.. =x

And……

I really like the frog that I bought 😛

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I miss Genting! Lets all go Genting again soon! ^^

Had a wonderful valentines day on the 14th even though everything starts in the evening ^^ really appreciate everything on that day! :))) the flowers, balloon, dinner and present 🙂 hope you like the present i give you ^^ hehehee i brought a cute frog ytd.. I squeeze ur fatssss!! Lols!! Soo funny!! Feel so happy like that laughing happily everyday 🙂
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Thanks for lending me ur iphone and trusting me with ur phone 🙂 lucky u lend me.. Cos now i just realised i forgot to bring my itouch.. I will bored to death if no itouch.. 😡

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Yaooooo siiii ahhhhhh… Tian xia da luan liao.. 😡 more and more pattern all come out liao.. Lols!! 😡 sooo funny daooo another world liao.. Hahahahahahahaaa..

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Long time didnt go california fitness already.. Kind of miss going to the gym there.. Since cny i sick till now i didnt go gym 😡 i just go to acc bestie and have fun 🙂 and also maybe tone up my fats 🙂

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1 week flies really fast.. In just a blink of an eye its going to be another week already.. I still remember last week fri we all just went chalet and have fun and now its 1 week already.. March onwards no more playing already. All the serious things starts. Work and earn money.. I want to earn a lot of money and have a good life in the future:)

Should i try the interview for SIA? Or should i go by my plan and work first then be property agent?

Just came back from 3days 2 night of chalet for wendy’s 21st bday =)

I’ve enjoyed myself with all of you these 3 days at the chalet^^ Hope we all can be good friends till we grow old =)

*Some happy and random things happened too with B ^^ waahahahahaa~

Happy Birthday Wendy! Hope you have enjoyed yourself for the celebration. I wish you all the best for your future. Stay happy and pretty always! =)

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Went for Denny’s Bday bbq too for a while on sat.. Happy Birthday Denny! All the best in everything you do and stay happy everyday! =)

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Today is Valentines Day. It’s a special day where people spend this day happily with their loved one. I wish all the lovers out there 长长久久 甜甜密密 on this special day and everyday! =) And hope those who are single will find their true love soon ^^

Love is when 2 people are true to one another, appreciates and cherish one another, loving our partner just like how we love ourself, caring for one another, walking down the path with one another knowing that you’ll just feel happy, loving and safe with each other’s presence^^

My manicure for CNY ^^

Omg can you believe it?I’m at home at this hour.. 5.50pm.. unbelievable. The sky is really dark.. It’s raining heavily now.. Should I go out now for manicure or go shopping with bestie?

It’ raining heavily till the whole sky is blurred.

Rain Rain go away, come again another day..

Happened to saw my diary for the past years(2008 to 2009).. I realised from young all the way till 2007 I was a really happy girl.. But 2008 and 2009 was really bad and scary for me.. I felt the sadness that I went through in 2008 and 2009 when I read what I wrote that time.  Ridiculous bad things that happened.

I’m glad I walked out from it.

2010 I’m back to the happy girl I used to be^^ It was a good year for me especially when it’s towards the end of 2010.

Throughout these years I’ve learnt a lot. Thanks all of you who let me learnt from all these.

2011 is really a great year. It’s so far the best compared to the previous years.

What B said is right, I’m much more happy now compared to last time..

Now I have both happiness given by you and good frens ^^

Went town ytd and went newurbanmale to buy flip flops.. hehehhee..

Although I was feeling unwell but it was such a nice day..

Thanks for acc me throughout ^^

Today wake up early want to go work  early but now i’m slacking here in my blog i tink will be late again =x

Now using B’s iphone to blog..

Cny was great! Just that ive been sick seriously.. Thanks for taking care of me like how i care for u ^^

My stomach is stil wierd.. Hope it will recover soon..

Theres some things i still need to figure out..

Hope my wishes will come true ^^

Happy CNY everyone! Wish all of you happy happy every single day and also good health!

2011 will be a great year! =D

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For those who read my blog often, I’m soooo sorry that I didn’t update my blog for so long..

I was very sick a few days before CNY.. Had headache, flu, cough, serious sore throat, ear block..

Went Raffles medical and the medical fee was abt $70 😦

But at least now I’m recovering =)

So many things I’ve been thinking about during CNY..

Happy and sad stuffs that happened these years.. I’ve been through a lot and learnt a lot of things after all the happiness and disappointments these years.

I felt that my life now is so happy.. yes I’ve been happy all along with all my nice and precious friends around me.. but now it’s the “full happiness^^

I finally found the “full” happiness I’ve been looking for these years..

Thank you for appearing in my life ^^

You made me realised what is true “full” happiness.

It’s the first time I felt this way

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This year CNY was different like other years of CNY..

On CNY’s eve went to have reunion lunch buffet with clique at Marriott hotel.. The oysters and prawns were so fresh and nice!

After that went to eat reunion dinner at grandma’s house.. So many nice and good food.. Abalone, Scallop, sea cucumber, fried cereal prawns, chicken, pig stomach, vege, (and some food I forgot) hahaha..

On the first day of CNY went grandma house to eat lunch also with all the good food but this time I only eat rice with abalone(hahahahhaa).. and played mj afterwards with cousins..

After going to my grandma house I went somewhere in Simei.. to eat steamboat with someone’s cousins and house visiting on da nian chu yi with someone else other than my relative. It’s the first time I would agree to go on da nian chu yi and going house visiting for someone’s relative on the first day of CNY. The food for steamboat were niceeee and I like! =)

*Maybe it’s bcos we cook for each other 😛

Thanks for being so caring and take water for me so many times and also helping me open my medicine and giving me the pills(cos that time when I opened it the pill flew off) LOL..

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And suddenly being random.. Somehow I like this picture 😀

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It’s 3.50am and I haven sleep.. OMG =x

Later early in the morning my friends are coming my house for CNY house visiting^^

Looking forward to it..

I’m sooo looking forward to this coming fri sat and sun.. ^^

Especially sat.. =D

This weekend will sure be a meaningful and a super happy weekend for me =))

lalalalalalalaaalaalalalalala~

I’m so so happyyyyy~

Today meet B at yishun.. walk around and went mac after that.. Eat and played with each other for a while and we had fun! ^^

Went California fitness today for gym and hip hop dance lesson after that..

And guess what.. we went to sauna and steam room.. It was kinda fun although it was our first time to the gym at california fitness, the hip hop dance lesson, the sauna and the steam room.. =))

And best of all, I went tgt with my bestfren =D

I feel really very very happy with my life right now every single day ^^
I’m sure 2011 will be a good year for me and everyone =))

I always believe in this..

When you received good things, you have to do good deeds for an exchange 🙂

Last time I always do good deeds but I didn’t see the rainbow in my life. But now I guess I’ve seen it ^^

And all these really makes me feel so happy!

I’ll be doing a good deed this coming Sunday..

Really very happy and looking forward to it! =)

Step 1 to step 10~ And step 11 to 14~ 15 to be continued…
you: can only repeat step 10?
me: hahahahahahaaa… *shy* u repeat laaaaaa! =p
you: then i must repeat step 1 to 10 leh cos must step by step..
me: hahahahahaa okok!
you: *repeated step 1 to 6 then straight away step 10*~
me: LOLS where’s step 7,8 and 9?? LOLS!

Soooo funny and happy today!

I’m so so so happy with my life!

Today break-time eat dinner with L and ate durian sago for desert together.

It’s nice.. hahaa..

After work B came to find me ^^

Guess what? He brought chocolates and my favourite bubble tea for me! strawberry snowshake with pearls  =D

Soooo nice! ^^

After that walked around and play around.. LOLS..

So funny.. And HAPPY =D

And in the train we took pictures all the way from marina bay to khatib using the front camera of iphone4 and it was TOTALLY FUN.. omgg I’m tempted to buy iphone4 alr.. wait till I’m financially stable I will want to buy a Netbook/laptop and iphone4 =)

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Never had this kind of feeling before.

I just feel blessed and happy =)

Meet up with her recently.. she’s one of the close friends I treasure 🙂

Even though we may be busy, but we do make time to meet up and support each other in whatever we do =)

I may be busy but I’ll never forget you this good fren ^^

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Went NEX yesterday with B..

Ate Jia Xiang Mian.. It’s quite nice.. But Jurong point de nicer =D

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Today 10/1/11 early in the morning received a call at 6am.. I forgot to switch to silent mode ytd.. And I was so angry that I shout in the phone “who the hell are you? Call me so early for what!” I’m sorry didn’t know it was you. I thought it was some prank call or what that call me so early in the morning and disturb my sleep.

Today discovered something.. The time you go out of house can be the time I wake up.. wakakakaaa…^^

CNY is coming and I’m totally excited and totally in the mood for it =D

Looking forward~

All misunderstandings are cleared ^^

Thank you for calling me today to tell me everything:)

I believe in karma.

If you’re somehow jealous of me or jealous of my happy life, then please don’t be jealous because I’m just an ordinary cheerful girl who is happy everyday and treat my friends sincerely.

Use the time to make urself happy.

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This few days I’m very happy..

Working but having fun and busying working at the same time =)

Finally found a job that I like and suits me. But too bad it’s not a full time job.

Met a few frens there too.. They are nice people 🙂

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I think I want to change my style.. A lot of people say I look like either “Ah Lian” or Taiwanese. I don’t like. I’m a pure singaporeannnnnnn and not Ah Lian! =x

Why I look like Taiwanese? Because my face is very fair? It’s not what I want too.. I never put any powder or foundation on my face at all, my face is white naturally de. What can I do? Sun tan? =x

And why Ah Lian? Because I have long hair and because of my dressing?

I’ve been trying very very hard this few YEARS not to have Ah Lian look but it seems so hard!

I’m not a Ah Lian but why do I have Ah Lian look? =/

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I found my happiness..

Happiness is being simple.

Happiness is smiling everyday from your heart.

Happiness is pure happiness.

Happiness is when worries/sad or unhappiness expires on that day itself.

Happiness is wishing people happiness.

Seeing people happy is happiness.

Happiness is having no evil thoughts.

Being kind is happiness.

Happiness is having someone who appreciates and cherish you.

Happiness is loving someone that you know he/she have the same amount of love for you.

Did my nails recently^^

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Lots of things happened this few years..

Time passed and I learnt a lot of things through the sad and hard times.

some unhappy things happen past few years, now it’s a new year and everything will start afresh 🙂

Friends come and go, those who really treat you as a important friend will cherish you and never do things to harm you 🙂

I’m happy and contented with my current life right now. Even though I “lost” some friends, but through this I can see that who are the real friends in my life.

If I’ve been constantly(at least once a week or once in 2 weeks) being in contact with you(phone or sms) or going out with you all, means you all are my important friends 🙂

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My wish came true 🙂

I thank heaven for everything. I always believe in this saying

<when good things come to you, some good things that you have will also be taken away>

But I feel that it’s worth it 🙂

Sometimes you have to sacrifice good things for better things =)

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Today went city sq mall.. Recalled some nice memories the last time I went there^^

Today totally had a fun time there playing and laughing crazily all the way =D

On the train also play till a auntie keep looking.. LOL

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There’s a lot of things I want to buy and a lot of nice food I want to eat.. But can’t buy cos need to save up for the time being.

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02.24am- 4/1/11

It’s a brand new day ^^

Ytd I said there’ll be a post about someone that is special to me..

He’s someone who..

Always try his best to make me smile,

He make me happy every single day(regardless we got meet a not),

He always give his best to me,

He appreciates me alot for who I am,

He cherish me alot,

Adores me alot,

He care for me more than anyone else,

He sends me home everytime I go out with him no matter how late it is or how far we have to walk,

He remembers what I like,

And he’s very sweet towards me:)

And most importantly, we treat each other very good:)

we have very similar thinking and character, And a lot of things we say and do are similar too ^^

I thank Buddha for letting me know you..

You gave me so much happiness and brought more colors into my life ^^

This is what a good friend told me and I find it very true..

Why should people care about others who talk bad behind their back about some things that are not even true.

As long as deep in their heart they know they never do anything wrong and what the people say isn’t true or it was a misunderstanding, then best is don’t care about it at all and just continue to live life happily.

I believe people who really knows them and who are sincere in wanting to be good frens with them will never talk bad about them to people who loves to gossip.

People who talk bad about someone to a person who loves to gossip aren’t fit to even be their bestfriend or even a good friend.

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Side track a bit..

I find this phrase very meaningful—–>

“when you can’t even accept yourself losing a game, then don’t even play at all from the start”

It’s a brand new year..

I wish everyone a Happy 2011! =)

Forget those unhappy things and remember the happy ones:)

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31/12/10

I hope my sickness can recover soon.. It has been with me for almost 2 weeks le.. My throat is so pain.. Fever and flu recover already..

Had countdown at ps hse with B, ps, jh, tk, kh, zh and wendy.. Before the countdown, some played mj, some watch tv, some use laptop.. It was quite random.. lol..We watch a show called <Bewitch>

It was quite a nice show.. And guess what.. kh fell asleep on the sofa =x christmas countdown he also fell asleep.. lol..

After that went east coast to walk around and joke and play and then eat breakfast and home sweet home..

Thanks wendy for fetching us there ^^

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1/1/11

Reached home at 8am in the morning and sleep til 11am and went for work..

Having work on a public holiday isn’t a good thing at all. Work till 9plus and B came to find me after work.. Didn’t expect that lw called to ask me play mj.. From totally sleepy I became totally awake.. LOL.. And I rejected the mj cos the next day have to wake up very early to go temple to do food offering.. After that I think and think and keep thinking about mj and totally feel like playing cos long time never play le.. Then after that I saw B and ask for opinion.. And after that I called lw and said I wan play mj.. LOLS totally random TTM.

After that bought favorite bubble tea! *Addicted to it liao* =x

B send me to train station and went home after that meet frens and I went mj ^^

But played halfway and I had flu.. Lucky they had flu medicine for me..

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2/1/11

And went temple after that.. Early in the morning I wasn’t really feeling very well but still made it to the temple.. While waiting for the food offerings with my bro, I fell asleep.. After that wake up and found my contact lens so dry that it could drop out anytime.. =X

It was really a meaningful and fruitful event for me..

After the event, we went to pray for a while.

Then we went to eat noodles at the canteen and saw yk, kf and my god bro.. Chatted a while with my god bro and went off with my bro.

So sad.. I’ve been sick from 26dec till today 29dec..

Had fever, flu and sore throat.

Didn’t went to see a doctor cos I realised everytime I see a doctor is as good as never see doctor.. I don’t like to eat medicine and everytime just let it recover by itself even after seeing the doctor..

This time round it’s quite serious as it has drag for a few days and I had fever. Slept for almost 1 whole day yesterday and went out in the late evening to newton circus for farewell dinner.. Managed to take last train back with 3 ppl..

Walked from khatib to northpoint as the ATM was spoilt.

I hope I didn’t spread my sick virus to anyone:(

Thank you for sending me home ^^

Had a happy day even though I was sick..

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Today slept till1pm and slack for a while, talk on phone wif bestie for a while and chatted on msn for a while.. Slacked all the way till 5plus and went starhub to submit my timesheet and get it signed..

Thanks B for accompanying me there even though it’s just coming khatib to find me to accompany me to Tai Seng to submit timesheet and going home.. if not I would have been so sian going there all alone =x

Appreciate it lots^^

After that took circle line to payalebar, B went home and I went to meet wendy, Ps, Wq, Yl, jh and zh at marina sq to celebrate Ps’s bday 🙂

Went to eat at kenny rogers..

Fq came after our dinner to join us 🙂

The food was nice but we couldn’t finish eating it.. So in the end we tabao some home..

Still got somemore photos but not with me.. =x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PS! =)

Ps happily opening his present..

And after that realise that it was the same xmas present that he give during last Christmas.. LOLS!

ZH opening her present.. The rectangular shaped box looks like some liquor (Martel or whatever), and when open up.. It’s a towel ^^

They say my present looks like PS3.. And when I open up the present.. It was a 5 mini game set  LOLS!..

Ps and jh liked it a lot but failed to get it from me.. Muahahaaa this is so funny.. LOLS

KH giving out presents to everyone..

Group photo ^^

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Steamboat dinner on 25th dec 2010 at a restaurant called 鲜得来 =)

Not much photos I took for this with my camera..

Thanks for inviting me 🙂

Sorry if I did not give big presents this year as my financial isn’t very good this few months.. I will give all of you something better next year =)

There are still some more photos that I have not received.. Will upload when I received them =)

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Merry Christmas to all the people who knows me and a happy new year =)

No matter who you are, I hope you’ll be happy ^^

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This year, Christmas eve calebration for me was different like other years..

Met bestie and group at Sembawang for a while, gave them a candycane each as a gift for christmas present 🙂

After that went bedok to meet clique.. Gathering at Wendy’s hse.. Ate dinner and after that countdown at her place.. Followed by gift exchange session and after that gave then candycane each too..

But my candycanes is different from other candycanes cos it’s with a ribbon tied to it ^^

Spent 1 hour+  tie-ing the ribbons to the candycanes

Sorry, couldn’t give you all much cos I’m on a really tight budget.. Next year I’ll definately give better presents 🙂

The xmas presents I received for 2010 ^^

After that played monopoly deal at her place and watched a show by Jackie chan and su qi <Buo Li Xie>

After that head down to cityhall area.. Cos town sure too many ppl..

Even Cityhall area has a lot of road blockage.. Walked a bit and finally stopped at a place.. Stayed there for a while to relax took some pictures and continued our journey till we reached a nice Christmas tree.. Put self-timer and took a lot of pictures..

This year’s Christmas celebrate made me realized something..

Not everything has to “go by the book” then it will be a happy one..sometimes randomness is good 🙂

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This few days didn’t get a chance to update my blog as I’m very busy working and after work eat supper and reach home very very late..

No choice got to work so many days.. Been looking for another better job as this job’s pay is very low. The one and only good thing about this job is that this job is very near..  Perhaps after march? 🙂

Lots and lots of things happen this few days..

Especially 16dec2010(thurs) till today.. 21dec2010

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Thank you for always being there no matter what it is all these years.. It’s really my fortune and blessing to know such a great fren like you.

I miss the both of you! Please find a day we 3 free and meet 🙂

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I was almost having a tough financial crisis.. Really thanks a lot to S and B and Da Tou sister and those who helped me or tried to help during this period of time..

REALLY THANK YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOM BOTTOM OF MY HEART

There’s just so many things I want to do.. And so many places I want to go.. But dunno when or how can I go.. =x

Next coming up is new year eve and valentine’s day..

I wonder how it’s gonna be like.

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Ytd went to eat dinner with B. Ate mos burger for dinner, my favorite Bbi rice burger with fries and milk tea. There’s a old granny sitting opp us she keep looking at us.. Think she’s 怀念-ing 她的旧时光.. lol..

After that S came to find me and she totally give me a surprise. Like totally. Chatted with her for quite some time and she went off to eat dinner.

After that meet D and H at 9plus to timbre.. But I didn’t drink alcohol, just ate timbre chicken wings. It’s very nice.. Listen to Sarah singing songs.. Her singing is so good and nice!

I delicate a song <This I promise you>

It’s a nice song… A meaningful song with meanings in it ^^

Actually wanted to delicate the song <It’s all about loving you> but they didn’t sing that song so I choose this song..

While she is singing this song, a lot of “bubbles” pop out..

After that chit chat for a while and headed home..

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Today early afternoon B totally give me a surprise.. Suddenly appearing in front of me with a cup of bubble tea.. Was totally surprised cos we intended to meet at night to eat supper. Went for lunch and after that shop around and buy bubble tea again cos I was craving for it..

After that go our separate ways and meet for supper at night again and we went yishun mac to eat cos no shops are open already. We both ate fillet ‘O’ fish meal upsize. Wanted to buy student meal but I forgot and B order for me already. After that while we are eating halfway B went to buy apple pie and my favorite mac-furry.

Happy 🙂

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Early in the morning everything random.. got 3 guys wan know me then one of them come take number from me. But I didn’t give. The reason I gave them was that I got bf already so I dun wish to give my number. I always thought this reason is good enough that people won’t continue to ask, but he continued to ask for my number.. In the end I tried to divert topic and they ask me how old am I so I told them I’m 20 this year. And after knowing that I’m 20 this year they are quite shock cos they are 18 years old. And main summary of this thing is in the end I didn’t give number or email to them.

Today everything just happen by fate and randomness.. B went Sentosa so we meet at 4.30pm at sembawang. After that we went orchard to wait for dom to arrive, went taka to collect charger and after that went lucky plaza to eat chicken rice. It’s very nice.. Especially the rice.. Awww..

After that we all went far east to pass contact lens to my customers and then we head down to cini.. D suggest to watch movie so we see the time slot and didn’t buy tickets at first cos they dunno wan play pool or watch movie. After that watch Rapanzal, it’s a nice movie. Very funny and cute.

Went yishun starbucks afterwards.

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It’s a friday! Meet 3 different peoples today..

Early afternoon meet D and go bugis.. Bought my favorite, bubble tea! I drink wintermelon bubble tea and she drink milk tea with grass jelly.. Awwww so niceeee to drink and the pearls so chewy!

After that we walked from bugis to The Cathay and walk around there for a while, wanted to eat Astons but the queue was too long and I’m meeting W at 6.30pm so I didn’t queue up for that as I didn’t want to be late..

But sadly, W was caught in traffic jam and I’m stuck all alone in town by myself till 7.15pm.. But it’s not her fault, it’s because of the traffic jam.

After that she arrived and we both walk around ION to find food to eat.. We settled down at Burger King and I ate Tendergrill Chicken with mushroom. It’s so nice..

It’s the 2nd time I eat BK and I eat back the same thing cos it’s niceee. ^^

After that walked around Takashimaya and back to ION again and wanted to head to Taka again but was too tired so we sit down listening to people singing songs.. It was pretty random..

Then after that saw something that is *VERY ENTERTAINING!* Omggggg… some things that we saw today really make my jaw wide open.. LOL.. Really very exaggerating..

And “she” managed to evacuate the whole row of people sitting down..

LOLS!

After that meet B and we walked around orchard to see the Christmas lighting. The weather was so warm but luckily somehow, somewhat, somewhere we manage to sneak into taka to get some cool air.. LOL.. Sneaking into taka at 12am+..

Stay inside for about 20mins and after that walked around town a bit more then went to take NR.. while on the bus something happen by left.. LOL..

Reached home at 2.30am..

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Today went for job interview at Bukit Merah after that went town for a while then meet besties shan & pr at khatib.. They come my house and I help shan do manicure cos she have company annual dinner to attend this friday. Hope she likes the design I do for her ^^

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And I also did for myself few days ago..

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Nice weekend~

Fri went to play mj with clique play till about 3am then go eat supper. Just nice I didn’t win and didn’t lose. Actually I lose quite a lot, but the last 3 rounds help me to win back all.. I’m so lucky.

Lucky star^^

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Sat got 2 things on at the same time one of it is to go eat lunch with R & group but in the end they cant and I can but I on budget so cannot eat sushi buffet.. in the end never meet also =x

the other one is quite last min then I get to know.. they gg celebrate C’s bday. So I went town find them actually want go there celebrate C’s bday but by the time I reach there c go off le.. So in the end meet the rest to shop around and talk. After that went grandma house.. Played mj till quite late then after that B came find me and we went bedok 85 buy supper for ourselves and D to eat. Went to slack and play cards till 4am then went home..

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sunday shan came my house actually wanted to lend dress from me and chit chat with me.. But in the end she help me to pack room.. Really thank her a lot a lot from the bottom of my heart. If not for her I think I will be lazy to pack my room till so much, at most I only pack a little only. But she helped me a lot. I really owe her one big big meal =)

After that night time meet B eat KFC then walk around and after that sat down somewhere to talk out stuffs cos I’ve been feeling very vexed. And B also had some issues with work stuffs so we talk out to one another.

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This few weekends were all unplanned and everything just came by randomly. Even though some days really left unplanned and I have no one in particular to meet, but I’m contented with the life I have now. Peaceful and smiling. Just that seriously very very stress with financial issues cos I still owe hp bill for last month. =/

I’m going to sleep now.. good night ^^

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THANK YOU SHAN!

For helping me pack my room..

seriously I have been wanting to pack my room but don’t have the motivation.. So i really thank her a lot 😀

Even though didn’t managed to finish packing but at least pack quite a lot..

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Today actually going kbox with someone but last min she ps me.. so in the end meet someone else.. walked past Godiva and went in.. There are all sorts of nice chocolates but my favorite is still dark chocolates. Went to eat Korean ramen but the food isn’t that nice =x so we rate it CMI hahahaa.. After that walked around Suntec and Marina sq.. After that sit on a bench in marina sq. LOLS. Slack for a while then home sweet home =)

Pm: Thanks for the box of nice dark chocolates ^^

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I just feel that one should have their own stand at times. Good things can listen to others but some things that are not at your advantage then maybe we should not listen to others. Prioritize what is important in your life. Work is important but money can’t buy everything. I used to put work as priority last time. For 3 years I’ve doing that. But half a year ago, I started to realised that I really regret doing that. Because of work I lose a lot of things that money cant buy back. Like for eg, the teenage times with my friends,etc. That’s why since then I told myself that my priority will not be my work for now. Maybe after my teenage period(18 to 21 years old) then I will prioritise my work. I will start to be very serious and go all the best for my career.

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I do think a lot about some things. Especially today(28nov).. sigh..

I just can’t get it figured out of my mind. I just wonder and have been thinking about some stuffs.

爱真的需要勇气

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I find this quite meaningful so decided to blog it..

We are who we are, we don’t need to change or act like another person.. Because as time pass, we will still be back to our own unique self. What I mean is the character, (not bad habits like for eg: smoking). =p

Love is to love each other for whoever they are =)

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Today had a really random and great day. Even though no plans of where to go and so on, but it’s just fun and happy!

We went amk hub to pass my bestie her ipod and talk a while.. After that hugged and said goodbye like how we used to be all these years..

*I hope she likes the songs I put inside her ipod for her 🙂

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After bestie went off we walked around and went to see time slots for movie but no nice movies for us to watch so we walked around amk and found there’s a furniture shop at 2nd floor of this fashion..

Walked a bit and wanted to buy KOI but the queue was too long so we bought sweet talk in the end. After that went to take a bus to yishun..

LOLS I think everyone at amk can remember us siol.. HAHAA..

Walked from yishun to sarfra.. We took the long route cos the normal route is being blocked. It was a rocky road.. Walked a big round then reached sarfra.. Went to slack at somewhere there and took some pictures.. Such random and funny pictures.. =D

After that walked to my area… The whole journey was…. …. tiring and “omggggggg”..  Reached home at 1.30am.. =)

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After work meet someone at train station and went to changi airport to help zh buy perfume 🙂 It has been a long time since I went there.. Ever since I quit my part time job I didn’t go there anymore that often. Had lots of fun and laughter there.. Did some crazy and funny stuffs and was laughing all the way.. Walked around T3.. Wanted to take skytrain to T2 and T1 but after that got attracted by bubble tea and we went to buy =D  Sat there to eat, drink and talk.. Talked about some stuffs and get to know about some things. 🙂

*Amazingly I didn’t mind some things. But maybe for others I will mind.

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After that went to meet clique to celebrate kh’s bday =D first time I ate strawberry short cake. The funny thing is all the while I tot that “short cake” = cheese cake.. So I didn’t dare to eat. Until someone told me that it’s just cream cake.. So I tried.. And guess what, it was nice! TTM! Thanks kh for the strawberry too =) Cos I just simply love to eat strawberries:)

After that they went to take 2 big balloons OMG like anytime can explode like that the way they play with the balloons. Some people were like keep running away from the balloons. Especially jh was so funny, his actions all that so random sia and his unglam photos.. LOL. After that joke around and some randomness.

At first was deciding want to go kbox or mj.. In the end majority vote for mj so we went to play mj.. played till very sleepy.. LOL cos the day before and the previous day I only sleep 3hours. =x Updated our lives with one another. =)

Went home from there at about 6am+… And omggg this is the first time I sit in Audi! Sit before Mercedes, BMW and all sorts of cars but didn’t sit before Audi, GTR, lambo.. The audi was quite cool. =D Hahahaa ps arhs I quite sua ku de nv sit b4 audi so a bit high. LOL.

-Hope to see you all upload the photos soon ^^

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Till now the “images” of some scenes are still in my mind

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Ytd meet someone at town to eat dinner at wisma.. Ate fried hokkien mee.. Superr niceeee ^^ LOLS the prawns shell is stuck to the prawns de! =x

After that meet another friend at toa payoh he came to pick me up but I’m at one end of the car park he is at the other end.. lol so funny. Have a short chat wif bestfren as she cut short hair and ask me about my opinion.. After that went to pick gor up and then send him to camp as he have to book in.. we all chatted for quite some time before he booked in. A lot of things were left as a mystery and nobody knows the real reason why someone wanted to backstab me. I think only that person knows it herself the best.

But it’s okay, I don’t wish to care or even take my precious time to bother about this issue anymore.. What my friends said was right, someone is just trying her best to make me unhappy, so this isn’t worth for me to care so much and be unhappy. And so I’m back to my happy happy self ^^

smiling more and laughing out loud every single day =D

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When we were about to leave, we realized that the rain gets bigger and bigger.. And we have no umbrella =x so we waited for a while for the rain to stop..When the rain gets smaller we wanted to go off but after 1 minute it gets bigger again.. So in the end we use my jacket as shelter to walk to the nearest busstop..

Got drenched and went up a freezing cold bus.. =x Went Northpoint to eat Yoshinoya for late lunch and went off together to vivo city to meet bestfren and her bf.

Bestfren cut short hair! Looks quite cute 🙂 I feel that it’s better than her previous hairstyle but her bf tinks her previous hair is better.. lOl.. DPDP 🙂

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Went secret recipe to eat.. Ate seafood spaghetti, baked rice, Grilled chicken with mexican sauce and grilled chicken with bbq sauce..

And guess what?

THE FOOD WAS SUPER NICE!

Nice food with nice peoples = Extraordinary nice! =D

Took pictures and walked around vivo and rooftop.. The christmas tree this year is PINK! My favorite color! =)

Afterwards went mac to eat dessert and slack for a while..

PS: The toilet is super scary! OMG =X

And afterwards… guess what? someone is so kind to send me home 🙂 But sad thing is you have to take a cab home from my place cos it’s 12am+ already and no more bus =/

Really happy going out with my bestfriend, her bf, and you today =)))

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This is a super long post.. OMG the longest among all!

Today went polyclinic to see a doctor.. someone was so kind to take cab from so far all the way to my place to fetch me to see doctor 🙂 Really appreciated that and 超感动 wor..

Went to ask about my breathing difficulty and the doctor tell me it’s something in my nose that make me hard to breathe at times.. This was a part of the conversation with the doc..

Doc: Do you smoke?

Me: No, do i look like someone who smoke?

Doc: Do you have friends who smoke? If yes, stay away from them because for your situation right now it might get worst if you breathe in too much smoke.

Me: Will I recover?

Doc: Some people recover but some people don’t. And stay out of furry soft toys as well because it will also affect your breathing..

Took a few pictures there and laughing, playing there.. =)

Thanks for waiting with me for so long even though you’re starving =x

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When we were about to leave, we realized that the rain gets bigger and bigger.. And we have no umbrella =x so we waited for a while for the rain to stop..When the rain gets smaller we wanted to go off but after 1 minute it gets bigger again.. So in the end we use my jacket as shelter to walk to the nearest busstop..

Got drenched and went up a freezing cold bus.. =x Went Northpoint to eat Yoshinoya for late lunch and went off together to vivo city to meet bestfren and her bf.

Bestfren cut short hair! Looks quite cute 🙂 I feel that it’s better than her previous hairstyle but her bf tinks her previous hair is better.. lOl.. DPDP 🙂

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Went secret recipe to eat.. Ate seafood spaghetti, baked rice, Grilled chicken with mexican sauce and grilled chicken with bbq sauce..

And guess what?

THE FOOD WAS SUPER NICE!

Nice food with nice peoples = Extraordinary nice! =D

My first time trying to use a fork and spoon to scrap out the meat from clayfish =x last time it has always been people helping me to scrap and today I feel that I should learn how to scrap it.. I finally know how le thanks to my bestfren who teach and helped me 🙂

Took pictures and walked around vivo and rooftop.. The christmas tree this year is PINK! My favorite color! =)

Afterwards went mac to eat dessert and slack for a while..

PS: The toilet is super scary! OMG =X

And afterwards… guess what? someone is so kind to send me home 🙂 But sad thing is you have to take a cab home from my place cos it’s 12am+ already and no more bus =/

Really happy going out with my bestfriend, her bf, and you today =)))

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I miss a lot of groups of friends..

Bestfrens, RP frens, CTF huo bans, Gv peeps, Pks, sbm frens, KH & Clique, work friends, DLink frens(all not ranking in any order). And just for your info, all those friends who I mentioned here and who’s pictures are in my FB photo albums, I’m not referring to any one of you in my previous post about fake frens. So dun anyhow think 🙂

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Forgive and forget.

Forgive those who tried to pull you down, cos they give you the strength to climb up higher.

Forgive those who tried to put you into trouble, cos they give you the ability to know what kind of people to prevent.

Forgive those who tried to back-stab you, cos they let you realize how cruel a human can be.

Forget those evil things that people have done to you, cos it will only cause you unhappiness.

Forget those bad memories that people have planted into your mind cos it will only corrupt your mind.

Forget those unhappy things that happened in the past and move on, so that you will have a better and happier life =)

YAY I’m enlightened!

Thank you for cheering me up and enlightening me =)

*You know who you are (:

You’ve never failed to make me happy back again when I’m in a lousy or bad mood. ^^

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Whoever you are that did this to me. Thanks for enlightening me.

This is a lesson learnt for me. I’ve learnt that…

People can be so friendly and nice in front of you but yet behind you they stabbed so many thousands of knives into you and 陷害你.

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I don’t know who is this person who back-stabbed me and put words into my mouth to cause trouble for me.

Whoever it is.. if it’s because you don’t like me that’s why you wanted to cause trouble for me,  I sincerely hope that you can just talk it out with me. I’m willing to accept whatever you’re not happy about and I can apologize if I’m really in the wrong. But please do not use such underhand methods to cause trouble for me. Thank you.

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Today i sit the fastest car I ever sit before so far in my 20years of life which is 170km/hr.. it’s shiokkkk… not scary at all.. perhaps the driver got skill? 🙂

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Just reached home.. It’s 5.30am.. LOL

Today woke up at 2pm today but went back to sleep til 3pm.. then meet to celebrate wm, tim and wolf’s bday.. went yishun to eat zu cao.. amazingly the total bill is only ard $80 for 10 ppl.. LOLS.. The cereal prawns, chicken wing, prawns egg omelet, beef, dong fen and another dunno what meat.. haha but i only eat the cereal prawns, chicken wing and prawns egg omelet 😀 and it was niceeee!

After that went northpoint to buy bubble tea(each a cup).. they going watch movie but i watch before le so never watch.. in the end went to meet another group of frens at ard 10pm..

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Went with them to changi village to eat stingray, harm, gong gong and kang kong.. LOL.. especially the harm is super niceeee! omggggg~!  After that they wanted to go drink and relax.. Sing songs, played cards and pool.. learned new game.. lOl.. Laughing at some funny stuffs too.. haha..

We drink til the place close liao den bring outside continue our game n drink.. 0mggg =. = totally random.. long time never drink so much le.. haha. 4 ppl drink 1 bottle.. but i didn’t get drunk at all and till now(7.40am) still so awake. omg can’t believe it that I’m still so awake now and not drunk at all even after drinking so much.

And today i sit the fastest speed I ever sit before so far in my 20years of life which is 170km/hr.. it’s shiokkkk… not scary at all.. perhaps the driver got skill? 🙂

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Today went Holland to work.. work as part time promoter.. even though the pay is $10 per hour, but it’s tough 😦

After work went home and bath den went out again.. lolx.. =]

Thanks for driving me home 🙂

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Hp flat then went home and realized some things..

Talked on phone for a while 🙂

*Happy that you call me and happy that you care about my sore throat =)

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At Jo sis hse slacking and chatting right now.. just now went ion eat BK with 2 ppl.. ^^

Today actually had no plans but after that last min go town.. =)

Happy =)

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Hope it will be a happy day tml =) i still no plans for tml.. lOl..

randomness..

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The night b4 I only sleep for 1 hour and ytd I was so jing shen.. thank you for the morning call 🙂 It helped me a lot.. If not I sure overslept le.

Sometimes I think all this is fate.. Things that happened mad me think that fate plays a part in everything. But whether you want to grab hold of it and cherish it a not is a different thing..

And I find this phrase very meaningful..

“sometimes it’s not about the place you’re at, it’s the person beside you that matters”

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LOL.. I just wake up.. had some random dreams just now.. and now it’s 3.30pm.. GG.com

I needa prepare and go out soon.. I’m late! =x

Ps: I realize myself smiling when I wake up

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My day started off happily 🙂

And today lots of random things happen.. I get to know some things and feel so happy :)))

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What happened?? can you both stop being so weird??

It kind of makes me upset sia.. =/ even though I’m happy but seeing u both like that it really makes me upset. Can u all just tel me what happen? =(

If this continues on, I’m really lazy to bother anymore le. I seriously don’t like it when somethings happened but yet you all dun wanna tel me. Let me think day and night what is wrong with you both sia 😦

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In life there’s choices.
it depends on which path u choose- what you want to work as, how much you want to study, etc..

If you believe in it and want to achieve something, Go all the way for it. No matter is it for career or studies or relationship.

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It’s 4pm now and I’m still at home.. how rare can this be.. But I’m going out soon:)

My eyes are getting better already.. just now was like totally cuii =x Thanks for all the concerns =)

There’s actually a few things I wanna accomplish before the end of 2010..

1) Have a stable job

2) Pack my room

3) Let life be more happening

4) Dress up more

5) Do crazy stuffs

6) Be sweeter 🙂

7) Get my laptop sound card repaired

8) Repay those who helped me tough my tough periods

9) Plan for overseas trip

10) Stay happy like this every single day! =D

My life is getting sweeter and happier 🙂

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In life, not every time someone has to be beside you then you can feel it..

Sometimes when it’s just a sms or even a phone call, you’ll feel so close.

Happy to see you today 🙂

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sometimes it’s because the one for u haven appear in your life yet.. You have to be patience.. when fates comes u both will meet (:

And when u both meet u will feel so right just even by standing beside her.. And all troubles will be gone just by seeing her smile..

Gan qing shi bu neng mian qiang de..

if there’s chemistry between both parties there isn’t any way to stop,

if there’s no chemistry between both parties there isn’t any way to start.

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Today 3rd Nov I’m feeling so happy.  Had a really great day =D

Eat dinner, walking, playing, laughing, took pictures..

ps: sorry to let you wait for 1 hour :X

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Recently I’ve been playing a game called <Zombie farm> on my itouch.. it’s a very fun game.. and the zombies are cute 😉 It’s a game for u to plant your own plants and then collect money to grow zombies and go attack monsters by invading into a farm.. hahahaa i think quite cute =D

AND… I wanna learn DOTA! …. long long ago I wanted to learn but still haven learn.. =x

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LOLS so funny! hahahaa.. *new life old life* LOL!

hahahahaaa.. I’m so happy with the current life I’m having this few months.. =) With not much worries and everything being so fine(except financial) and so happyyy (:

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I don’t know what’s got into you that you became more and more wierd.. 😦  I hope we can be like last time like that very good frens..

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Just feeling happy and contented with everyday like that (: even though right now I got troubles with my finanal issues but I’m contented with the happiness I’m having now.. =) everyday smiling.. and the days continued..

Today was a happy day for me.. just feel happy everyday this way..

Small things makes me happy.. even though I had stomach cramp today and had problems with financial issues but everything was so fine just with the things that comes by me =) Here I am smiling at myself now..

I love dark and white chocolates with heart shape ^^

When I get to know some things by chance today, it makes me feel happy..

Hope today everyone is happy too =]

Omgggggggggg… My legg is so in pain right now.. All due to this heels.. =x

And I’m so hungry now..

wondered why do i get hungry so easily and why do i need to eat so much food..

and i wondered why is money so important in this world. if i can i will burn all the money away and then people can start to be true and sincere.

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I haven’t get my resume done but I’m like stuck at this.. As you know I’m a noob at resumes..wanted to get it done but doesn’t really know how to write a resume.. shucks =x

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A happy beginning marks my day today ^^

I’m Fion, a cheerful girl =D

Hope all the people i know will be happy  =)